Blog 8 "Chapter 8 and Chapter 9"

I felt so corrupted when I was talking to the lord of the flies. It felt like I was dreaming but then it was so real at the same time, I was like frozen and the only thing I could do was talk. I was tremulous to be talking to the lord of the flies as well as it was to feel so corrupted. There was a trickle that was coming from inside my hiding place. But, the lord of the flies was really scaring me after it told me what I should do after I stop talking to him. After this I remember that when i woke up I went to see the beastie the thing that they all thought was someone that was going to hurt us, the thing that Jack gave an offering to when he was going mad about saving an offering of the pig's head for the beast. It turned out to be just a dead gut with a parachute and they thought it was a beast because of its parachute. No wonder they thought this because at night they could see that the parachute moved and it would make them to think that it was a beast. The lord of the flies was right though because once I got there everyone started to beat me and bite me and hurt me until eventually I saw myself from the top of heaven looking down at myself and noticing that I was dead once everyone had backed away from my body. Everyone that was steadfast to me people that I trusted had beaten me and hurt me. When I was looking at myself from heaven I saw that wow, I was very hurt and bruised, and I also saw that Jack was the first one to hurt me so badly that he was the one that made most of the blood come out of my body. I kept asking myself how could I ever trust these people the hunters what I was the people that I knew they were all hurting me right know and where thinking that I was the beast, which I wasn’t. But to think that you really could even trust that either Ralph or Piggy did anything to stop them from hurting me, what a ruler Ralph was. I can’t believe that Ralph and Piggy went to Jack’s party after all when around the time they wanted to end in who would be the chief, they wanted to kill me. It turned out Roger started being the pig and then it was me the center of attention that ended up dying. Know that they killed me though I still can’t believe they all had the courage to hurt even a pig or even a real one of them like a human being like me. I still can’t believe that Ralph excepted to go although I kind of know that they didn’t really want to go really badly they just went to check and see where the rest of the tribe was.